Where has the time gone?

The past few weeks have been stressful. There have been so many things going and so little time to make sense of what I'm doing is right or not and whether the decisions will bring upon disappointing repercussions or will everything work in my favor or not. 

There are so many decisions to make in relationships, in career and health and all of this can be so overwhelming. The only thing that I understand right now is that things and my destiny are not in my hand. I can't control anything that happens to me and whatever is supposed to happen will happen regardless of what I do about it. I can only hope for the best. 

Because of this- being in my head too much- I haven't been able to get much writing done. But now, I feel that only getting back into writing and my fantasy world will save me from my inner turmoil.